I know what I want…

Although I know I am most definitely NOT ready AT ALL to have kids, I have been thinking about the future and what I want. Before I wanted to have a lot of money and be able to take care of myself. And then I wanted to travel the world.

But now, now I know exactly what I want. I want to be happy, in love, and raise a family.I want my life to be filled with the love and happiness I deserve.

I know people say how slim it is to be together with your high school sweetheart in the future but there is something in my gut and in my bones that tells me I am supposed to be with Hai and that he will always be in my life. And then my pretty little head gets carried away with the thought of having babies (LATER. NOT NOW lol!) and being a great mommy like my mommy is to me :)

I know nothing is easy in life. Heck, my life in itself has never been easy. I’ve had a dad who took away my childhood innocence, my parents divorced, my stepdad was a perv, high school was lonely until senior year and then I had to leave all of my friends behind and some days I thought I wasn’t going to get through the next day.

But that’s the whole point! Anything that is worth having and worth fighting fore is never easy. Happiness, Love, Joy… You have to earn it so that you will always remember how lucky you are to have what you have.

:)

Bonding with the roommate :D

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I made some acquaintances.

It’ll be a while until I can say they’re actually my friends but at least I’m not as alone anymore :)

Fuck, I wonder how satan greeted Osama Bin Laden as soon as he got into hell…

Probably like this…

“OSAMA! MY NIGGGAA!”

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